We hope and hope and hope. and start giving memories. Leaving behind the days we spend in isolation. it's our Choice to live or to die. we move on. you are this light. You always will be. burning down. burn. burning down. I've lost my ground. melted from inside. a rotten field That's left. a black space inside of me. it has all gone. The sense of delight. replaced by black bitterness. a dark Appetite. the pure instinct to exist. my only motivation To carry on. love me, hurt me, burn me down again. could You please release me from this pain. growing and see your Mistakes. what do i expect? i need to get along. find a way. Let go. forget. and don't look back