I spend my time only wishing I could come up with clever words strung Together to make you feel how I wish I could feel Apathy grips me hard I lie awake at night wishing I could feel Something more than nothing But still I settle for mediocrity time and time again just so I don't Have to try and feel Anything new Anything different Anything new Anything at all This time I hope it's different This time I hope I change Cause for once I feel sick Sick of the same old nothing For once I'll have a reason to scream Apathy won't silence me This is the end of nothing After all is said and done At the end of the day I know I will have to make the choice To try and feel So I will look past myself And stop waiting for the world to change around me.