Am I ever gonna see you again?
I'm afraid, god I'm afraid
Could this be the end?
Thought I'd kick this by now
But I guess things don't always work out the way you want them to
And things don't always go your way
I guess clarity
Is a lot to ask
From a mind against itself
I guess things are meant to stay this way
I was up late last night
Staring in the dark, and I felt alright
A fleeting moment, and it felt like a prayer
But it was so dark, was there no one there?
The other day, I woke up fine
I took a walk, tried to pass the time
A sorry wish that I couldn't keep
Its almost funny, how I didn't sleep
But I guess things don't always work out the way you want them to
And things don't always go your way
I guess clarity
Is a lot to ask
From a mind against itself
Things are meant to stay this way
So I'm begging
Please don't make me do this again
Cause I'm holding on to whatever part of me I have left
And I miss you more than words can describe
Sweet glorious calm
A world in which I feel ok
I miss the world when I felt ok