They left me here abandoned I feel like I'm stranded They say I'm better off without 'em 'Cause I never really fit in They tell me go and let your life end Could it be darker than in my head? They say: why you never fight back? I let it go, 'cause I already know It's gonna be okay I push it all away 'Cause I'm gonna be on top again And when my world is down I'm turning it around Then I'm gonna be on top again It's gonna be okay I push it all away 'Cause I'm gonna be on top again And when my world is down I'm turning it around Then I'm gonna be on top again Too many times I've held back And left the necessary unsaid But I know you wouldn't notice If I told you what the truth is So I yell it in your face loud Your hate is nothing more than self-doubt And I don't need to fight back I let it go, 'cause I already know It's gonna be okay I push it all away 'Cause I'm gonna be on top again And when my world is down I'm turning it around Then I'm gonna be on top again It's gonna be okay I push it all away 'Cause I'm gonna be on top again And when my world is down I'm turning it around Then I'm gonna be on top again It's gonna be okay I push it all away 'Cause I'm gonna be on top again And when my world is down I'm turning it around Then I'm gonna be on top again It's gonna be okay I push it all away 'Cause I'm gonna be on top again And when my world is down I'm turning it around Then I'm gonna be on top again