All my life, I've been searching for an answer
But since my diagnosis, a death wish spreads like cancer
My fate got marked by this insatiable malignancy
Been caught up by my past, can I defeat it again
No escape, no runaway
An old acquaintance came to visit to take this life from me
From me
I am begging for a chance to survive
If there is a god, why do I have to pay this price
And I'll fight
And I'll fight (fight)
For the rest of my life (my life)
I can feel it growing deep down in my chest
I'll scream with the rest of my lungs (my lungs)
I want to live a life worth dying for
Day in, day out
I'm getting more paralyzed
Hemoptysis cancer cough predicting demise
Nothing can cure this hell
Nothing can cure my disease
Metastasis forces me to my knees
Why can't I die in peace
And live a life worth dying for
Why must I suffer decease
Suffer decease
Fuck
And I'll fight (Fight) for the rest of my life (My life)
I can feel it growing deep down in my chest
I'll scream with the rest of my lungs (My lungs)
I want to live a life worth dying for
Worth dying for
A life worth dying for
Yeah
Worth dying for
Caught in a spiral of tragedy
Enduring radiation therapy
Consuming chemicals to survive
I'm slowly dying, but I'm still alive
But I'm still alive
With every pill I take
My will for being alive fades
What's killing me, my cancer or my sorrow
With every breath I take
I feel my life fade
Uncertain if I will wake up tomorrow
I'm still alive
With every breath I take
I feel my life fade away
Uncertain if I will wake up tomorrow