I let you in Told you all my secrets Gave you what you really needed Carried the weight Gave you all the reasons Be the bad guy if you need it Cold water running down like tears on my face Why do you punish me (Why do you punish me) I never wanted to say goodbye It's just the tragic way of life You know you're way to good at goodbyes I wish I had the chance to say goodnight Tell me how I'm supposed to feel Cause I can't feel a thing I can't feel a thing When did I become so numb Finding the right words is not easy I was young and dumb You made me numb You said we could work it out You said we could work it out I let you in You just want out Leaving me with my head full of doubts You say all I ever do is to control your life But I remember times When our love was still alive I never wanted to say goodbye It's just the tragic way of life You know you're way to good at goodbyes I wish I had the chance to say goodnight Finding the right words is not easy I was young and dumb You made me numb You said we could work it out You said we could work it out I'm not coming back I'm way off in the deep-end Let me be honest with you You're the lowest Made me loose my focus I almost didn't notice The living hell you put me through