This pulse is impulsive Never satisfied It leads me, force-feeds me And still there's nothing inside I keep my mouth shut I walk away, but I can't get out of this place I keep caving, and this craving Is needing more than a taste My face is in the dirt This time it's going to hurt Why do you look surprised I might as well make my own hell Good enough to televise Is this impertinence permanent Or am I stuck on repeat Don't want this impolite appetite Sinking my teeth in the meat I'm in the fucking dirt It's always going to hurt And no, I'm not surprised I might as well make my own hell Good enough to televise I'm falling apart, falling apart I'm out of control, out of control And every misstep is gonna swallow me whole I'm falling apart, falling apart I'm out of control, out of control And every misstep is gonna swallow me whole A decade of decay Is gonna eat me alive But, at least you can feast So one of us survives ♪ I'm falling apart, falling apart I'm out of control, out of control And every misstep is gonna swallow me whole I'm falling apart, falling apart I'm out of control, out of control And every misstep is gonna swallow me whole