If I could write a love song to win you over I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here I'd probably be sober Bottle up everything I feel Bottle up, drown the pain that's real Settle down son, it's all okay She never really cared much anyway But is that what I tell myself? 'Cause I'm no victim, but I need help Make the memories go away (She never really cared much anyway) I thought they made me happy But all they did is make me sad (Sad) If I could write a love song to win you over I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here I'd probably be sober Those sleepless nights we had We fought for the good, but it all turned bad And that trip we took last summer was one for the books Let's write another - I'll read it over again From cover to cover, but I'll be scared of the truth that I'll discover I thought I made you happy But all I did was make you sad (Sad) If I could write a love song to win you over I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here I'd probably be sober I drown the pain with whatever I get into Doesn't matter anyway, it's a substance I'd abuse it Made me feel like I am flying, but don't ask me to prove it 'Cause the point is fucking moot (I'm a loser and you knew it) You know the feeling of feeling so alone I worship the ground unto which I was thrown You know I'm damaged but you never cared You grinned as you burned everything that we shared I'm a poet, I'mma show it, I'mma leave it on the floor And when this song is over, you can tell me if it wasn't worth it I put my heart to paper, and maybe I'll regret it But the world should know I'm better, you should know I'm better baby Oh, you should know That I'm better than before And so much more If I could write a love song to win you over I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here If I could write a love song to win you over I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here I'd probably be sober