The cycle that I'm in I'm losing even when I win It's endless, it's pointless It's painless if you're dead But I'm alive, I'm alive Oh god I'm so alive But I don't know how to act When I feel dead inside Oh The cycle that I'm in I'm losing even when I win It's endless, it's pointless It's painless if you're dead But I'm alive, I'm alive Oh god I'm so alive But I don't know how to live When I feel dead inside Oh Oh