Heart getting colder
Winter must be early this year
We tapped in quit believing everything that you hear
I find it funny when you left that's when my luck had appeared
I'm better lonely at this point in my respective career
I mean I tried to fall in love with the sweetest woman
And yeah I love her but falling in love I just couldn't
Probably too busy comparing her to my ex
And I'm still finding myself so I guess it's best if we keep it pushing
Hard to admit
Back on my shit
I know I'm worth more that what I actually get
Old friends we don't talk a lot I'm part to blame
Alyssa went and got a nigga and completely changed
A couple niggas tried to hang get clout off my name
I pick the phone up whenever but can you say the same
Can you say the same
I had this girl tell me I'm destined for fame
Well if it's coming I'll roll wit the punches
Yeah
Cus if it's destined who taking it from me
Huh
I had to learn that everyday won't be sunny
I can't control it I just say it's above me Vanessa taught me taught me that
Hate when she would say it while I'm sleeping on the floor
They done let a nigga get his foot up in the door
Sent a couple thousand wishing I could do some more
All the pressure I was under really thought I would explode but behold
The quietest nigga inside the room was observing
You was being careless wit this shit and I was lurking
Gave you all I had still treat me like a burden
Don't believe the hype you only see what's on the surface
But take a look behind the curtains
Swear this year I turned into a whole different person
If I don't get a million fore I die then I deserve it
Oh you thought that I was playing I been working
Lately I see the cup as half full
Four years ago I woulda thought I'd be in grad school
I never thought I'd go this route but shit I had to
Got my Grandy tattooed
So everywhere I go she right there
Shawty love don't fight fair
My number still open if you need
But don't call it as you please
Shit unless it's bout some cheese
I been out in Houston cookin' up and doing me
Went and checked the mail and got a letter from B
Wish I coulda stopped her she was only seventeen
Winter must be early