Them sober thoughts can hurt the most
When it's all dark and the air seems close
Everything became so long winded
Bad enough it blew the door off hinges
I spent them nights alone in the dark
I spent them nights alone with my thoughts
And I spent too much on them
Spent too much and made nowt from them
I don't want anybody to think that they can't take my breath away
My lifestyle is vile if you don't understand it broke my heart to step away
Codeine came along and fucked up the whole game
Take the full strip of phosphate and feel no pain
I've ran blocks with bricks you'd be scared to carry
I've got opps with sticks that could share a bally
I've ran blocks with bricks you'd be scared to carry
I've got opps with sticks that could share a bally and
When they see me they don't wanna act pally
Smoking Cali'
Woke up and popped four again
I know I'll need more again
My feet are sore again
Drenched cardigan
Took too many so I'm floating fam, I needed a wave
Still tryna see better days, changing my ways
Don't act like you've scales in a bag with a brick and low battery
You've not ran in for that crop hoping the outcome is bare bud and no causalities
I won't take a loss for a penny, I'm a boss, you get kenney'd
If I'm having a bad episode then its peak for man playing NorthSideBenji
Them sober thoughts can hurt the most
When it's all dark and the air seems close
Everything became so long winded
Bad enough it blew the door off hinges
I spent them nights alone in the dark
I spent them nights alone with my thoughts
And I spent too much on them
Spent too much and made nowt from them
Do I pull the plug now and end it all here
When all I wanted was to hear it's all clear
When all I wanted was to not fall here
Them drugs made me disappear
The amount of milligrams I've just popped would make you sick
Just done another night with no bitch to take the dick
'Cause I've been cutting clips and bricks plus talks of sticks
With some heartless kids, these are heartless bits