And if you bother showing up tonight Don't tell me I'm the one Because I've heard that now a thousand times And I won't get my hopes up Falling, falling deep into the darkness And I'm calling, calling Out to you And even though it hurts inside To love you, I've made up my mind I'll say goodnight, but we both know That I will never let you go I'll close my eyes and drift away To somewhere I can't feel the pain I'll say goodnight, but we both know And if you bother showing up I don't need your excuses 'Cause I've heard them all before Now if you love me, baby, prove it I'm so tired, tired Of everything in my life Don't know why I try When I know how it ends And even though it hurts inside To love you, I've made up my mind I'll say goodnight, but we both know That I will never let you go I'll close my eyes and drift away To somewhere I can't feel the pain I'll say goodnight, but we both know