Got too high
Now I'm feeling lower
Mmm
Been about five
Since I've been sober
If I die tonight
Will you recall my name?
I've enjoyed the ride
Along the highway
Crashing into fame
I'm not whole
I'm just part of someone
I wanted to be
I'm emotional
I base my songs
On insecurity
But I'm
Living like a rockstar
Hanging my head out cars
Trying every drug
And fucking boys
Working for the money
Bright side isn't sunny
Slaving to survive
Don't have a choice
In my head
I'm selling out
Every night at MSG
In my head I am a star
But I know that
It's just fantasy
T-t-t-ticking clock
I'm heading for the top
And nobody can stop
Me because I'm going
They say that I need help
Can't do it by myself
But baby I can't see them
Cuz I'm rolling
I'm not whole
I'm just part of someone
I wanted to be
I'm emotional
I base my songs
On insecurity
But I'm
Living like a rockstar
Hanging my head out cars
Trying every drug
And fucking boys
Working for the money
Bright side isn't sunny
Slaving to survive
Don't have a choice
In my head
I'm selling out
Every night at MSG
In my head I am a star
But I know that
It's just fantasy
Living like a rockstar
Going home with
Dive bartenders
And wasting their time
Working for money
You wouldn't recognize me
God the things I'd do
Just for my light to shine
I don't wanna live a life
That's just chasing fantasies
But I'm willing to pay the price
To make my dream reality
Living like a rockstar
Hanging my head out cars
Trying every drug
And fucking boys
Working for the money
Bright side isn't sunny
Slaving to survive
Don't have a choice
In my head
I'm selling out
Every night at MSG
In my head I am a star
But I know that
It's just fantasy