I ain't had no love in a minute
Yeh 14 first thought bout sinninng
I Thought this weren't a life worth living
So I turned up
Paper got me grinning
Fuck a school book tryna get me paid
Drugs only time that I cared bout grades
Still I tried front cah I did get paid
But trust me then I never got laid
Had dreams of being a artist
Tried rap n they brushed me off
Fucked it all up tryna get some prof
So know I ball out with this new found guap
Was tired of tired
Of being so tired
Guess I been tired a lot
Like how r they lying n lying n lying
Cause
Lately they lying a lot
Fuck that
Any means imma get to the funds like
If i gotta run round or run a boy down
Imma rise these fund's like the sun light
15 never saw me with a stage light
Only red n blue in the late night
N how u know me when I don't know u
With my life on mums u ain't got no clues
Arm for an arm
Nah it's eye for eye
Bro bro wanna see man rise
Still had cute girls making semen rise
Counting profit while I was deep inside
I got bro same way that he got me
Said he got me so we made that truce
Back then we had no friends
Only my blood my bred my Bruce
Took a few pills when I was feeling low
16 years young tryna dish out snow
In These streets u know how it go
Get the reload
Keep the head down low
Couldn't care bout feeling cah no feelings
Ever got me dough
Couldn't care bout women cah no women
Got me like my bros
Coming like some hoes
Time to turn up would they or go
Is they friend of foe
Cah lately had dreams I was friends w foes
Never knew intentions till I got bread I guess now I know
Can't go make myself some friends I'd rather be lonely
17 with the coldest heart I still
Got this far w a broken home
Know mumzy prays that I come home safe
If I come home safe she won't let me go
Any job I saw I did it
And best know that that bitch got finished at
Just tryna turn 1 - to a million
For the times I was down bad for a minute
Turned 18 years old
Young star just signed me a deal
Tryna find me a mill for im grey n old
Grew up in uncomfy settings
Always stressing
Never done what's told
Mum proud
Cah I kept her guessing always stressing
But shed never told
Can call me k this my story told