Learn to hold it back, ya gotta curb it or shut your mouth completely And neatly you fold like a deck of cards, like a mess about to fall apart completely Close the circle, you're letting the cancer out Close the circle, you're not the only one around No more late-night drop-in check-ups and staying up 'till dawn breaks I drive home half awake at the wheel, another morning spent blocking out the sweet old sun Blockin' out, blockin', blockin' out Close the circle, you're letting the cancer out Close the circle, you're not the only one around Sorry for not feeling sorry anymore Let's throw contentment out the door Give me something to do, give me something to live against Give me meaning, i wanna destroy you I'm not here so don't leave a message I'm not here so don't bother comin' and knockin' at all I'm not so don't leave a message I won't read it at all Your words are empty but I still drink it anyway Your words are empty but I still drink it anyway Your words are poison but i still drink it anyway Your words are poison but i still drink it up