Have you ever felt the weight of the world crush hard on your chest? I have been rolling all my pain up in the wood and I am smoking to death 'cause that's the best high I've had enough And tonight I'm gonna end it all It's my fault I fucked everything up I just love you so damn much Abusive drunk who always hated himself I am disgusted with life I am complacent as hell No way to fight off all these demons when you're facing yourself Addictions got it's grip on me there ain't no breaking the spell Silent as the grave come die with me Let's join hands, you can fly with me Silent as the grave come die with me Let's join hands, you can fly with me I make promises that I can't keep My intentions were as dark as a blind man's sleep There was a veil over my eyes and now I can't see And now I can't see Have you ever felt the weight of the world crush hard on your chest? I have been rolling all my pain up in the wood and I am smoking to death 'cause that's the best high I've had enough And tonight I'm gonna end it all It's my fault I fucked everything up I just love you so damn much I've had enough And tonight I'm gonna end it all It's my fault I fucked everything up I just love you so damn much