There are so many things I can't deliver Even if I try I just need to hide Behind closed doors, I might forgive her But each time I try she just hurts my pride "Show it off" you told me, "never" But even when I want I have nothing to flaunt Look what it's done to me (I can't believe it) A blackened reality (I can't believe it) It's right in front of me (I can't believe it) The freak everyone can see As the sun comes up I start to shiver Just as they foretold is how things unfold When I was young I was so clever But I sure as hell was not a belated thought I'm a liar, I'm a sinner I am any one of them Face me at my worst how can you Say you are my fucking friend Look what it's done to me (I can't believe it) A blackened reality (I can't believe it) It's right in front of me (I can't believe it) The freak everyone can see I feel it, it's happening again This feedback in my head (I'm barely moving, I am consumed) I feel it, it's happening again This feedback in my head (I'm barely breathing, I'm so confused) I feel it, it's happening again This feedback in my head