I can't keep putting my self down I can't keep letting myself fail I'm tired of the gutter I'm ready to start today I'm incredibly frustrated Things ain't going my way Struggling to find motivation I'm pissed off. And tired of fighting Dragging my feet, not sleeping I'm feeling incredibly lazy I can't keep putting my self down I can't keep letting myself fail. I'm tired of the gutter I'm ready to start today Counting sidewalk cracks Side stepping shards of glass Along graffitied walls Under pressure over pass I ask Will it always be like this? I ask Well I always be this way? When rusted through Why fight the rain? An endless lack of disbelief Deaf and blind to our actions We bury hands in pockets of complacency Dancing just out side the cross hairs To meet fate in the cross fire Afraid The anger in these eyes is really fear Fighting for a better tomorrow Fighting for a better self I want to see the change I I want to feel it in my heart