Yo this is crazy
Past the rapping the similes
All these metaphors, punchlines
Fancy flows, rhyming double time with a humble mind
I get my ego and attitude from my homies
And various competition that tend to brag when I stumble flying
I'm still a newbie, I started with on shuffle
Burning various calories now I'm coming off the muscle
In 2012, I built a studio inside these walls
Closing the gap and burning bridges I walk across
They call me selfish 'cause I always do what's best for me
Cooking in the studio you know I got the recipe
But I lose sight of my identity
I never feel like me
But that's a dynamic of character you'll never see
I'm only human, I've made plenty mistakes
Regretful for all my sins
Doing everything it takes to repent
But still I feel these flows are heaven sent
Try my hardest to move forward
Curse these shoes they were made in cement
I'm always so hard on myself
Expecting more than I can give or get from someone else
I used to be happy go lucky
Feeling like no one can touch me, they rush me
They claim they love me
That I've never felt
I'm tryna to back to them days where I played video games
And wasn't concerned with general pop knowing my name
Looking straight in the mirror
It's rare that I feel the same
I'm driving myself insane
Lost my mind just gain
I keep my feelings locked away inside my notebook
Back when it was all raps with no hooks
Back when I would tell a story that would leave your soul shook
Back when all these thirsty women never gave me no looks
I was always crying and pathetic
Now I'm wise beyond prophetic
With delivery so sharp that you forget about the message
I'm thankful for my blessings, living life and learning lessons
But I'm stuck inside myself asking questions
Man, I don't wanna change
But I still need to grow
They ask me who I am, but I don't even know
Man, I don't wanna change
But I still need to grow
They ask me who I am, but I don't even know
Man, I don't wanna change
But I still need to grow
They ask me who I am, but I don't even know
Man, I don't wanna change
But I still need to grow
They ask me who I am, but I don't even know