Feelin like emotion's too strong
Feel like everything we do wrong
Probably think about it later on
Probably gonna have to hit the bong
I ain't tryna ruminate
Know you messed up, made a few mistakes
Now you lookin at me with the stupid face
I don't wanna lie, it's the truth it takes
Two to make it work
So I'm clockin in, puttin overtime so we got to win
Don't compare your boy to what you got from them
I already told you I'm the opposite
Come slide with a nigga
Chillin like a villain, come vibe with a nigga
Fuck about a ceiling, get high with a nigga
Baby girl don't lie to a nigga
Keep it transparent, don't be hiding your feelings
Talk to em, Noah
And I ain't wanna say nothin
But I'm in too deep, gotta say somethin
Like my name J. Reed, gotta stay undercover
My feelings while she play a brotha
Oh-oh, and now she wanna talk to me
Oh-oh, your heart I did a robbery
Oh-oh, I know that God be watching me
But if its over right now, put it all on me
I know that I should talk to you
But I'm finding it so hard to do
I'm feeling like my heart's confused
Thinking maybe I should start anew
With somebody that's not like you
But will she cook me food
Or deal with attitude moves when I switch moods
I'm a Capricorn baby, I'm a complex dude
I know I be aloof, but I need love too
Will you give it to a nigga
Look, I'm far from perfect
I dig the way you diggin deep beyond the surface
The energy you givin me is oh so worth it
Heaven and earth is combining when I'm behind your curtain
And I am certain your type is hard to find
Trust I've been searchin
Stimulate my mind with the higher learnin
I really want this thing to work, girl this time its urgent
And I ain't wanna say nothin
But I'm in too deep, gotta say somethin
Like my name J. Reed, gotta stay undercover
My feelings while she play a brotha
Oh-oh, and now she wanna talk to me
Oh-oh, your heart I did a robbery
Oh-oh, I know that God be watching me
But if its over right now, put it all on me
And I ain't wanna say nothin
But I'm in too deep, gotta say somethin
Like my name J. Reed, gotta stay undercover
My feelings while she play a brotha
Oh-oh, and now she wanna talk to me
Oh-oh, your heart I did a robbery
Oh-oh, I know that God be watching me
But if its over right now, put it all on me
Oh, I'm in too deep
Oh, I'm in too deep
Oh, I'm in too deep
Oh, I'm in too deep
Oh, oh, I'm in too deep
I'm in too deep
I'm in too deep
Tried to call again, she ain't pick up
Guess I'm probably somebody that she been sick of
We had problems but wish that I didn't give up
When I turn to a typical type of nigga
Wasn't always this thoughtless, no, I remember
Miss the days when I used to be so green
Young hopeless romantic with big heart
Got it broken by age of like twenty three
I ain't really recover, I just got under the covers
And made it hard to discover the real thing
That I can cry if I wanna, its alright if I loved her
It takes time, no rushing the healing
But I chose to fuck for the feeling
With my soul corrupt and reeling
I tied hold to lust and I've had enough of this drug
The high is ending
Side effects, I don't feel no emotion
For real when I'm stroking
I think I'm an addict
I regret every video opened
That shifted my focus to basement from attic
Used to at least attempt at romantic
Wrote dates on a planner and hope for some action
Now I don't even go out for dinner
Just wine at my crib if I know that I'm smashin
I know that I'm nasty
But I'm not disgusted enough so I'm stuck
Fuck, when Imma run out of luck
When Imma learn how to trust
That I ain't gotta bust for connection for once
Yo, I'm tired as fuck
Yeah, I'm tired as fuck
I think I've run out of gas
I pray to God I don't crash as I swerve
Through the traffic of lovers in past I've observed
Going backwards occurs when you lacking the courage
To say what you mean and then back up your words
So you front and get nervous and mad insecure
Now you bitter and jaded and lash out in hurt
And use all them women for selfish concerns
But you'll never get better til one day you learn
It ain't workin
It ain't workin