You're still haunting me, I reflect the love you've rained on me
Screaming loud "why you still so close?"
(Yeah)
I Inhale all my fears in one polluted breath to see
Could I suffocate your control?
(Yeah)
I've been losing my mind just tryna find simplicity...
In "loving and letting go" go...
Sad to say I remain restrained from the possibilities
Out here crippling my self-growth
I was hoping I could take my time (yeah)
I just thought I would give it some time
But at the end of every distorted rainbow in the sky was you...
The man of my conviction
But at the end of every distorted rainbow in the sky was you...
(Yeah, yeah)
Said I've been losing this...
Heavy battle with myself, my mental- I try not to fall...
When I stumble the angles, they watch and they gazed at it all
Hear them laughing and pointing and singing? All in my demise
I'm resilient til I see no paper to make the bills on time
Wish I had the momentum to fight it and say that I'll survive
But I'm weak and I will not deny that
I'm scared of myself sometimes (yeah)
Little black boy from the hood
Who wish he could find some peace of mind (yeah)
Some peace of mind (yeah, yeah)
But at the end of every distorted rainbow in the sky was you...
Yeah
The man of my conviction
But at the end of every distorted rainbow in the sky was you...
I was hoping I could take my time (oh yeah)
I just thought I would give it some time...