I still remember the feeling that I got When I stood by and watched it end Never never again You keep around what you don't need There's something funny there And you always ask for more Just thought I'd stop and say hello 'Cause tomorrow you might be dead Obsession turned ugly instead Can ya see my face in lights I'm afraid to close my eyes Inside, I lied (It's something that you'll never understand) Of course it wasn't all so bad I learned a lot from it I shut a lot of doors Just walked away without a clue Not knowing what to do Next time I guess I'll be prepared This time I guarantee the best that I Can offer myself get out of this shell Start living like I'm like still alive One dream at a time