For 20 years I acted so selfish Pushed you away and took you for granted You taught me so much, about loyality and love I'll never forget how you put me above yourself I'm really sorry mom, I've been a rotten son I'm really feeling bad, you've been my mom and dad I'm sorry mom, I've been a rotten son You sold your soul, so I could eat You blocked the dark, so I could read You worked your fingers to the bone You stood by me through all the tears You bailed me out when noone cared What do you think? It matters, It matters, regardless, of what I say or do It matters, it matters to me