Usually I go out on nights And not think of you once But if they start playin' that song I can't help but to think about us, (oh) Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part When I pulled myself out of your arms And I knew that was only the start And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause Last night for the very first time You didn't even try to call, oh I won't lie, I thought I might die I couldn't even sleep at all And maybe I'll get used to it (ah, ah) But right now I just feel like shit (ah, ah) So I kissed somebody else Just to see how it felt But all that was goin' through my brain Was your hands around my waist You know how to do it so well Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part When I pulled myself out of your arms And I knew that was only the start And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause Last night for the very first time You didn't even try to call, oh I won't lie, I thought I might die I couldn't even sleep at all And maybe I'll get used to it (ah, ah) But right now I just feel like shit (ah, ah)