Lost in thoughts of the past The anguish of the years Darkness is my only friend The darkness hides my tears I've lost the only light The embers fade and die The memories of days long gone Refuse to ignite The memories of days long gone Refuse to ignite Lost in thoughts of the past The anguish of the years Darkness is my only friend The darkness hides my tears I've lost the only light The embers fade and die But why Can this be all that's left This love has gone amiss And why am I left to die To perish here for all to see Why Can this be all that's left This love has gone amiss