I'm new to all of this And there's a lot I need to learn But wisdom comes with age so I guess I'll have to wait my turn Will I ever understand? Do I have a hope in hell? Will I be left with unanswered questions? Only time will tell Will I just let you down? It's more than likely Because I know it's all I'm good for Don't wanna let you down Can't stand to think that I'm hurting you It's something I can't ignore I'm sorry that I make mistakes Day after day I do my best but I wouldn't blame you, if you walked away All of my dreams came true I'm grateful but I Don't know how to say that I am I can't escape the worries of my Restless mind I begin to wonder Is this what happy ever after feels like? My insecurities Often get the best of me I know that I'm not good enough And I never will be If only I could shake All of my anxieties Clear my mind of worry and Gain some self belief Will I just let you down? It's more than likely Because I know it's all I'm good for Don't wanna let you down Can't stand to think that I'm hurting you It's something I can't ignore I'm sorry that I make mistakes Day after day I do my best but I wouldn't blame you, if you walked away All of my dreams came true I'm grateful but I Don't know how to say that I am I can't escape the worries of my Restless mind I begin to wonder Is this what happy ever after feels like? All of my dreams came true I'm grateful but I Don't know how to say that I am I can't escape the worries of my Restless mind I begin to wonder Is this what happy ever after feels like?