How I hate to watch you suffer at the hands of my disease
It's a tragedy you're a casualty of my insecurities
A relentless endless ticking, it's the passing of our time
It's an always growing nervousness that you were never mine
I'm falling apart
And I'm never gonna make it, I've known from the start
That I'm no good for you, it's not who you are
You've done nothing to deserve this you're my North Star
You guide me in
If I awoke one day without you and you were gone without a sound
Well I'd spend all my days searching until I'm buried in the ground
With you I have no fear of death and death no longer stings
But if I lost you then I'd be losing everything
And if God himself would come down here and tell me He's a lie
Well I'd know not to believe him because I've seen Him in your eyes
Where faith has failed me you have been the one who keeps me in
And if I lost you then I'd be losing everything
(The Sun will fade but love remains
I long for shade
Show me Your grace)
And if God himself would come down here and tell me He's a lie
Well I'd know not to believe him because I've seen Him in your eyes
When faith has failed me you have been the one who keeps me in
And if I lost you then I'd be losing everything