Woke up alone in my bedroom Hoping that you'd be in bed too I miss your kisses, I miss your eyes It gets so hard, harder every night I wish I never met you Like this 'cause you were so special Why did I have to meet you this way Right when my life was all over the place? Bad at keeping my promises I've been trying to get better If I would've been honest Then, maybe we'd be together I-I, I-I now I'm lying here by myself Don't call me back, please let me go I'm in too deep and I can't let you know It never was you, you Fucked up so bad, 'cause you're all I know Baby, I wish that I just let you know It never was you, you Fighting my demons, put you through hell I've always loved you but hated myself Did a lot of things that I know I'll regret Hurt you so bad that I get why you left Bad at keeping my promises I've been trying to get better If I would've been honest Then, maybe we'd be together I-I, I-I now I'm lying here by myself Don't call me back, please let me go I'm in too deep and I can't let you know It never was you, you Fucked up so bad, 'cause you're all I know Baby, I wish that I just let you know It never was you, you Don't call me back, please let me go I'm in too deep and I can't let you know It never was you