I'm dreaming of a life
That we used to lead
We'll never live again
I'm swallowing knives
Make the heart bleed
I won't do that again
Promise it
I'm dreaming of a time
When I shouldn't be
Because I'm here again
I'm swallowing knives
Failing my needs
I can't believe I always end up this way when you're around
I see through, everything
I see through, everything
I don't believe that I
Could ever get by
With all the shit I'm in
I'm dreaming of a life
The one that could have been
I can't believe I always end up this way when you're around
I see through, everything
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
I see through, everything
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing kni-ni-ni-ni-ves
I see through, everything
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
I see through, everything
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives
And now I'm swallowing knives