Another rainy day,
Succumbed to the constant pressure of my inner strain
Broken, abandoned, accusing my former self
I never had the will to fight
The sloth now responsible for me being in this plight
Another rainy day, but it won't wash away the filth I feel inside
I am empty and still there is something that holds me down
Wraps around my neck, it's feasting from inside my chest
I want to get rid of it
I want to puke it out
My place of refuge is myself, carried away by a mind triggered stream
Distanced from the person I once knew as me
The seeking for what's digged beneath the surface
An eternal travel, prevents me to rest
I am empty, every movement cripples me
In loneliness, all time alone i clung to misery
My sanctuary is the bitter sweet taste
Of penances increasing intensity
My place of refuge is myself, carried away by a mind triggered stream
Distanced from the person I once knew as me
I'd rather stay stuck than
Swallowing another pill of the drug that's life
I want to puke it out
The sloth now responsible for me being in this plight
Another rainy day, but it won't wash away the filth I feel inside
Better I hazard the consequence of sloth
Go through withdrawal than losing what I loved the most
Rather cold than burned, better dirty than bleached
Rather cold than burned, better dirty than creased