Collide, the almighty mind that strives for
The fine dissolution of what's caused by my pride
Align, every thought in a direction that leads me
Away from self-destructive desires
Break every part of the instable construction in my head
Read the meaning behind every single memory
Stare at the glance,
Of outstanders watching how you try to rebuild yourself
With tender hands
Why does everyone stand nearest by himself
While I just watch myself standing away?
Dissect everything
See every single part as a whole
Comprehend the schemes
Break the manifest made of stone
The fiend in me is gathering the major dynasty
Thoughts of violence and hatred, forced by disbelief
The thief of feelings, suppressor of the luck I seek
First I get rid of you, oh how I long to be this time relieved
Oh how I long for this luck I seek
For the first time I'll be able to
Weep and see all that was buried in me
And see what hitting rock bottom causes in me
Weep and see all that was buried in me
And see what hitting rock bottom
Break every part of the instable construction in my head
Read the meaning behind every single memory
Stare at the glance of outstanders
Watching how you try to rebuild yourself
With tender hands
What violent behavior I show myself
The loss of instincts and desires serves for nothing else
But to give me aid
Collide, the almighty mind that strives for
The fine dissolution of what's caused by my pride
And this moment I see
One chance from this darkness to break free
From pain and memories caused negativity
I'm gonna find my way
With the aim right in front of my eyes
Comprehend the schemes
I will never fear to go astray again
And still it's crippling my soul
Frightened, go into this fight again
Don't want to be the one stranded
In a sea of loneliness
Barehanded and forsaken