Can't you see I've fought for this I'm falling apart These words I scream These words won't scar You don't know how it feels With bloodstained hands I've lost myself For you I've given up on all that's close to me How do you even sleep at night But this is what I am This is where I go to keep myself alive Bury your beliefs in me I clinch my eyes in denial again How expendable am I Through my weakest days... I was blind There's scars your eyes can't see Buried deep within all of us Forced into facing something I'm not I've given up on all that's close to me How do you even sleep at night But this is what I am This is where I go to keep myself alive I've given up on all that's close to me How do you even sleep at night Well this is where I go, this is what I am What I am I've given up on all that's close to me Oh yeah This is where I go, this is what I am What I am I've given up on all that's close to me How do you even sleep at night But this is what I am This is where I go to keep myself alive I've given up on all that's close to me How do you even sleep at night Well this is where I go, this is what I am What I am How do you even sleep at night I've given up I've given up I've given up I've given up I've given up I've given up On all that's close to me