Have you ever felt poison coursing through you
Have you ever felt the cold of the blade of the plain truth
Have you ever found comfort in opening the same wounds
It comes true, a nightmare you wake to
Have you ever felt alone in the depths of your soul
No structure to hold, no place to go
I've lived with my sin
The pain within
I've carried the weight of my burdens
And it's...
A slow death
To wallow in
The way it's always been
Keep your motherfucking distance
My outlook is bleak and i'm dying to bleed
I'm ready to break, so come fucking push me
Nothing to lose and no one to save me
A lost cause with violent tendencies
I'm dedicated to my fucking ending
Obsessing with bringing the world to its knees
A slow death
To wallow in
The way it's always been
A solace
That I can stand
The way I came I left
You - you're all the fucking same
And I'm tired, I'm so god damn sick of these same games
How long can I carry this pain?
How long can I stay the same?
I'll carve out the skin 'til it spells my name
And pay out in flesh for my fucking rage
Bind me in bloodshed and take me away
I. am. not. one. of. you