It's Friday night, but I think I'll just stay at home
'Cause I don't wanna end up anywhere you might go
Wish every time I saw you didn't make me wanna turn back
We said it was the end, but I didn't know I didn't mean that
I guess it's hard to just act like we're friends
When there's so much more we could have been
I'm trying not to love you
But I don't know how
I'm trying not to feel what I'm feeling right now
Don't even wanna think about you letting me go
'Cause it's a long way down
I'm trying not to love you
But I don't know how
Couldn't drink you away
God, all my friends know that I tried
And they keep telling me there's somebody else
But I know that's a lie
I think about the good times, all the highs
You and me, heights
Don't know how to keep the tears from falling down
I miss you so bad
I'm trying not to love you
But I don't know how
I'm trying not to feel what I'm feeling right now
Don't even wanna think about you letting me go
'Cause it's a long way down
I'm trying not to love you
But I don't know how
Hoo
I'm trying not to love you, oh
I'm trying not to love you
I'm trying not to love you
I guess it's hard to just act like we're friends
When there's so much more we could have been
I'm trying not to love you
But I don't know how
I'm trying not to feel what I'm feeling right now
Don't even wanna think about you letting me go
'Cause it's a long way down
I'm trying not to love you
But I don't know how
Don't even wanna think about you letting me go
'Cause it's a long way down
I'm trying not to love you
But I don't know how