Still awake, the lights out Don't even know what I'm thinkin' about I've been feelin' upside down And I know I should let it go But I'm committed to the meltdown My mind's like circus, don't know if I like it Whenever I lay down When I lay down, down, down Swear to God, I'm always overthinking Man, I barely made it to the weekend Really need these Adderalls to kick in 'Cause I'm so done, staring at the ceiling Maybe I should see a doctor, maybe not tonight Maybe I just like the dark side more than the light When I get lost in this mood, I wanna dance 'til it's gone Maybe I'm a little off but I don't really mind I'm weird, I'll admit it I used to think that different was bad And that I wouldn't fit in and I didn't And I know that I'm probably a little awkward, then again I don't care, I'm a weirdo, weirdo, weirdo (Weirdo) And I've been binging thoughts instead of sleeping (Oh, oh) Dude, I barely made it to the weekend (Oh, oh) Really need these Adderalls to kick in (Oh, oh) 'Cause I'm so done, staring at the ceiling Maybe I should see a doctor, maybe not tonight Maybe I just like the dark side more than the light When I get lost in this mood, I wanna dance 'til it's gone Maybe I'm a little off but I don't really mind Little out of my mind but I'm cool with it Stable all the time, who am I kidding? Some days I don't know if I wanna laugh or cry And now, I know that I would lie if I say it didn't Bother me at times but I wouldn't change it Though I know, I know that Maybe I should see a doctor, maybe not tonight Maybe I just like the dark side more than the light When I get lost in this mood, I wanna dance 'til it's gone Maybe I'm a little off but I don't really mind (Don't really mind it) Maybe I'm a little off Yeah, maybe I'm a little off But I don't really mind