I awaken with a thumping head
My eyes are a shade of the colour red
Should have listened to what my mother said
I swore I wouldn't do it, but last night I got drunk again
Yeah, I got drunk again
I've been punishing myself just for the fuck of it
They saying time will tell, but it's got me struggling
To pick myself up right now and take another step
Both effected from what your ex did
You blame yourself like you're the reason for that meth binge
You blame yourself like you're the reason he got a death wish
You're the reason he put his hands up on you
And left your head split, nah
That's just the head trip you
Think I'm meant to move on to find the next chick but
How in the fuck could I forget this?
When all I'm left with is regret if we go and end this
Say it ain't my fault and I done nothing but
I can't help feeling like I've fucked this up
Like maybe I hadn't done enough
Or maybe I did too much and that's how it's come undone
People are telling me to suck it up
That I'm a king and it ain't hard to find another one
But the crown I'm wearing holds no comfort
If I can't walk the kingdom next to the person I fucking love
Time will tell
If it helps you find it
If it helps you find yourself
Time will tell
If it helps you find it
If it helps you find yourself
Time will tell
If it helps you find it
If it helps you find yourself
Time will tell
If it helps you find it
If it helps you find yourself
This situation's got me over thinking
Lonely drinking is a remedy for coping with it
Trying to forget what we had because I know we drifted
But the fact we hardly talk, it means that my hopes are sinking
So now, I'm writing you a verse
They say actions speak louder than some stupid words
But when we're speaking honesty, the truth can hurt
'Cause I just want you to find the happiness that you deserve
And that's the part that's breaking me
Or what if you think that happiness ain't with me
What if to lift you up I had to take a seat
In order for you to win, I'd have to go and claim defeat
But I don't wanna claim defeat
I'm wishing I could hear the things you used to say to me
When all I can do now is just wait and see
If it helps you find yourself with the space, you need
Just keep doing what you need to do
And don't forget what it was like when it's just me and you
Before the pressure and the bullshit, he was feeding you
Because I saw our future early on and wanna see it through
I know a lot's changed from the love we had
There's still some shit that's hard for me to understand
Only time will tell if it's part of the fucking plan
Or if, maybe one day we can give this another chance
Time will tell
If it helps you find it
If it helps you find yourself
Time will tell
If it helps you find it
If it helps you find yourself
Time will tell
If it helps you find it
If it helps you find yourself
Time will tell
If it helps you find it
If it helps you find yourself