There's a war going outside, but I ain't leaving yet
I pull the covers over me and try to sleep instead
Try to vividly live a dream, I won't run and hide
I let the screams and the sirens become my lullabies
Committed, can't quit it and feel I never had the chance
Harbour every thought until I rumble off an avalanche
Striding like a dark horse, humble while I gallivant
Going for the extra mile, stuck inside a traffic jam
I guess I just got an ear for it like Van Gogh
Say my name thrice, I appear, both of my hands closed
Beyond ephemeral, diamond in the rough
Sitting on an emerald, delivered from the general
I said it all and never thinking I can dodge it
Like prescription and a promise should be fixing every problem
But this feeling that I'm holding's all I need to the end
So whenever I'm feeling blue I start breathing again, and say
This road I'm building till I pave my way
Brick after brick until the daylight came
And soon I promise that I'll change my way
But till then I'm just living every day by day
And every morning while I lay wide awake
Drifting away, looking at the rain side sways
I said I promise that I'll change my way
But till then I'm just living every day by day
Still in ADL where it's all good
But never say we're well, just play our cards whichever way they're dealt in
Church city, looking out a window where the pane was held
Instead we gave 'em hell, no presence of an angel felt
A frame of health, now I'm smashing to bits
Cynicism, feel I'm living in inadequate skin
Crawling, bin falling down till I and in my sin
Night terrors had as a kid all coming back to relive
Harbour the culture of fear with every word I'm thinking up
Thinking—Thinking I should learn, instead I learnt to think too much
And maybe one day I deserve a little trust
But I love the things that hurt me and hurt the things I love
Turn over and get up, then I left rocking the same clothes
As last night, cutting more Z's than Don Diego
Found light at the end of the tunnel on the railroad
All as I watch the day go past with the last train home
This road I'm building till I pave my way
Brick after brick until the daylight came
And soon I promise that I'll change my way
But till then I'm just living every day by day
And every morning while I lay wide awake
Drifting away, looking at the rain side sways
I said I promise that I'll change my way
But till then I'm just living every day by day
I'ma get up, I'ma get out
And I'ma leave my home
My heart will beat there while I
Roam
I'ma get it, I'ma get it till I get home
It's all I 'm knowing in my city so I roam
And nothing ever changes how I'm feeling when I'm home
When I'm home