It's the same old thing it's always been
Not waking up from fever dreams
My mind's been running in circles lately
A constant lack of energy
A weary ghost is all I see
The only thing I'll ever need is some fucking self-belief
Every day just feels the fucking same
Spending hours on end in my bed just wondering why I'm still awake
I was impulsive and impatient now I've lost my way
And I can't find the motivation to grow or change
I don't need anybody else
I'll learn to take some time to fix myself
So get away from me, I'm saying things that I don't mean
I'll keep wasting my time being lonely
Hold your apologies, 'cause I don't need your sympathy
A waste of space is all I'll ever be
The memories keep flowing through my brain
Every time my resentment prevented me from getting help again
And I still wonder if I'll ever see the day
Where my mind can finally feel somewhat at peace and unafraid
But I still feel so undeserving of everything
So I self-destruct and throw it all away
I don't need anybody's help
To find the space to heal
So get away from me, I'm saying things that I don't mean
I'll keep wasting my time being lonely
Hold your apologies, 'cause I don't need your sympathy
A waste of space is all I'll ever be
'Cause I couldn't get out of my head
Prefer to wallow in my misery instead
'Cause I'm not sure what I need anymore
I'm no better off than I was before
A silhouette of who I used to be
All my ambitions now washed up dreams
If I don't fix this now, I'll never be okay
I'm so stuck in my old ways
So get away from me, I'm saying things that I don't mean
I'll keep wasting my time being lonely
Hold your apologies, 'cause I don't need your sympathy
A waste of space is all I'll ever be