My own way Am I supposed to run, where do I find my place You make me choke on words you were never there for me Watch me fall, stand and stare I'll tell you what I think is fair You don't get the last word, you don't hurt how I hurt I don't speak with your words so stop right there Breathing is easy when I'm not all choked up You said you believed me when I told you nothing's wrong Yeah, I'm right here Yeah, right where you left me And right where I've always been surrounded by Everything I grew to love and hate Despite my accomplishments, fake all my confidence I still fall flat on my face And they're expecting me to change, but I wouldn't change a thing No I wouldn't change a fucking thing My own way Should I have ignored my dreams Should I not seize the day that's right within my reach And simply let this flame just fade away Wo-oh-ooah Growing up I always felt disconnected Or maybe it was just in my mind But now i have grown to find Everything i once saw as gold was placed there by design I spoke my truth you didn't know what to make of it Could give 100 reasons all of this was worth the risk And simplify the offset eating me alive Eating me alive Yeah, I'm right here Yeah, right where you left me And right where i've always been surrounded By everything I grew to love and hate Despite my accomplishments, fake all my confidence I still fall flat on my face They're expecting me to change, but I wouldn't change a thing Spineless fuck