They always tell me I'm not the only one But then the lights go out and i feel so alone Day's overwhelming, I never see the sun It turns out tragedy's the only love I know And now I see, there is no cure for me So why do I proceed Down into the deepest corners of my mind I'll never be at peace A sickness is burning Into the roots of my soul And I deserve it It comes with no warning And seeps beyond the surface Spend most nights paralyzed And every task is a new mountain before me Can't cut ties, can't deny This battle never ends This battle never ends What have I become Begging for something Anything to make me feel like This is where I belong These ghosts will haunt me till the day I die When I shut my eyes I see all that I could be If you weren't part of me When will you let me be In another life Of sound body and the mind I am finally free from this agony Another method to control this madness Another medicine to work its magic Numb and collected, I repeat this cycle Seeking, never reaching the end I've grown resentful waiting for a saviour Still I'm disgusted by my own behaviour When every waking moment's filled with sorrow I don't care to see tomorrow A sickness is burning Into the roots of my soul And I deserve it It comes with no warning And seeps beyond the surface Spend most nights paralyzed And every task is a new mountain before me Can't cut ties, can't deny This battle never ends