Look
Will you just calm down
If you would just
Give me a second to talk
Can i finish
I know, i know
Okay
Will you calm down
Is it really worth all this
Look
Remember love notes and me thinking about you always to
Skippin' class and us holdin' hands in the hallways
Growin' up so broke this life it ain't quite what it seems
Anybody who'd listen look i'm selling 'em dreams
Some how i did it i talked you in to stickin' wit' me
Through unemployment no heat on and all us pitchin' pennies
So much invested i know she's too scared to turn and walk
Communication's a problem for those who seldom talk
But a dream is addiction i'm just to scared to lose
The altimatum she gave me i'm just too scared to choose
I turn this mason jar over i turn and i face the crowd
Fire up a blunt and yell out "ain't gon' be no turning down"
All the grass in these pictures don't fill this empty space
Professin' i'm the problem might help me to save face
I know she loves me but i don't think she likes me
How could she she's home alone nightly i'm sayin'
Forever never seemed so close
But now it's so far away
I left her full of scars tattooed
Her heart but ripped mine apart today
'Cause she ain't make it home last night
She knows that i stayed up waitin'
Too many wrongs i couldn't make right
I guess i finally murdered her patience (Murdered her patience)
I swear to God
Everything i had to give i gave her
But there's no excuse for my behavior
The words i said
Things i did the list goes on (and on)
I did her wrong then wonder why we ain't get along
The trust been gone communication was slim to none
Tattooed her heart wit' scars and it can't be undone
It's foreva permanently the hate resides
Deep inside for all of the times i made her cry
Mistakes and lies, covered wit' a dozen roses
Holdin' onto a situation she knows is hopeless
On her knees just praying that God'll get involved
And use his hands to make a suitable man
Out of everything she's fallen for all she ever dreamed of
Caught up in this nightmare forgotten what her dream was
I know she loves me but i don't think she likes me
How could she she's home alone nightly i'm sayin'
Forever never seemed so close
But now it's so far away
I left her full of scars tattooed her heart
But she ripped mine apart today
'Cause she ain't make it home last night
She knows that i stayed up waitin'
Too many wrongs i couldn't make right
I guess i finally murdered her patience (Murdered her patience)
I'm one track minded i know that i get obsessed easy
I know you really want me but i don't think you really need me
I'm good at saying shit making the situation worse
I'm terrible at priorities I'm good at puttin' the wrong first
Ain't been no dates in a minute admit it you finished
The wishing wells dry and it's hard to replenish
She said I'm tired and being unhappy's getting old
And that lint that's in your pockets ain't never gonna be gold
She held onto every lie i told
As i sit here writin' music and watch the drama unfold
Am i blockin' out the bad to focused on what we had its tabs
But addicted to you worse i'm gon' need rehab
The phones ringing look i've got to book this show
Then she turns and rolls her eyes said now i know
You see i know that she loves me but i don't think she likes me
How could she she's home alone nightly I'm sayin'
Forever never seemed so close but now it's so far away
I left her full of scars tattooed her heart
But she ripped mine apart today
'Cause she ain't make it home last night
She knows that i stayed up waitin'
Too many wrongs i couldn't make right
I guess i finally murdered her patience (Murdered her patience)