I thought I was a bad person I was a dirty little girl I never once blamed the priest I hated myself I was violated Thinking he's committed the worst sin in the world I hated myself because of what happened He's gonna like this kid He told me, every time There's pretty much immediately self blame, self guilt I hated myself I was very confused All my life I have struggled with intimacy To seek out and find this priest, to beg him for forgiveness This is what happens when people love each other Whether or not he was. This is love This is natural This is normal I didn't love myself I didn't think anyone would love me It wasn't his fault, it was mine