I don't wanna die alone
I guess that they don't wanna see me win
When they need me they pretend
I don't wanna die alone
Wake up every morning and I can't help but wonder how you
Ended everything and you just went ahead and fucking left
I go to sleep every night and I just lay there staring at the
Roof wishing you were here and you were laying in my fucking bed
Why did you just up and leave me?
You did that shit like it was easy
It's so absurd I'm just tossing and
Turning while my heart is burning to pieces
I'm not improving at all
And I don't know if I love you or hate that you ain't here right now
Can't believe you took your life and
Then you went and disappeared right now
Cause you fucking left me
I hate you so much cause you fucking left me
I keep calling your phone,
Hoping that you will pick up or at least I expect you to text me
Why'd you have to make me go and fall for you?
Why'd you have to go and make me drop the walls for you?
Why'd you have to make me love your smile?
Your pretty eyes? Your smell? Fuck, I loved all of you
But right now at the same time I hate you
And at the same time I wish I'd replaced you
But tell me how do you replace the only
Person on this planet that you can relate to
You match up your bag with your purse
You match up your heels with your skirt
Damn, but why was it so hard to match up your actions with words?
I don't wanna die alone
I guess that they don't wanna see me win
When they need me they pretend
I don't wanna die alone
I need you back Brodie
I know you fucked up from your past homie
But you gotta learn she ain't coming back homie
Yeah I know that shit hurts but it's facts homie
And I know it's difficult to react homie
Cause nobody understands feeling damn lonely
You just wanna grab a 45,
You don't wanna be alive,
Put that motherfucker to your brain commit suicide
Yeah I know that shit cuts deep
Trying to hide all your pain but the blood seeps
Trust me, I've been there, I've been scared
It's so hard to move on and breathe air
But I couldn't run away
I knew I had the purpose to live another day
Know she wanna see me with a smile on my face
Know she wouldn't wanna see my smile be replaced
I'm telling you because I care for you
And right now you probably feel like no ones there for you
But I am, and I don't wanna see you like this
I don't wanna see you give up and let your life slip
You got so much to live for
You got a gift homie, something they would kill for
You got a family and people that look up to you
And what about her, the one that was in love with you?
You think she'd want to see you like this?
Fuck no, she would offer you to fight this
All she ever wanted for you was your happiness
So you gotta be strong and move past this shit
Don't you dare fucking give up
Be strong homie, please pick your chin up
I be here for you don't you forget that
She's gone now, and you've got to accept that
I don't wanna die alone
I guess that they don't wanna see me win
When they need me they pretend
I don't wanna die alone