I just wanna' close my eyes
I don't wanna' see another day again
I been tryna' hold on tight
But I feel it all coming to an end
I'm sorry if I let you down
But I been feeling down for way too long
I feel myself slowly drown
And everything I know will soon be gone
Tell me what you see in me
Can you tell me you what you see in me ohhhh
Tell me you believe in me
Can you tell me you believe in me ohhhh
Tell me you won't leave my side
Can you tell me you won't leave my side no
Tell me you won't let me die
Can you tell me you won't let me die no
How much longer do I plan to stick around
Everyday my emotions kick me to the ground
The only thing that calms me down is that pistol sound
I load it up, cock it back, blow a fucking round
Another round just so I can try to numb the pain
So many shots you would think I was a shooting range
Ain't it strange how we kill ourselves to feel alive
All this pain I been feeling I just can't describe
I just feel so numb no I can't feel a thing
Wish I would wake up and this was all a dream
Days are passing by while I'm wasting away
Asking towards the sky will you take me away
I just feel so numb no I can't feel a thing
Wish I would wake up and this was all a dream
Days are passing by while I'm wasting away
Asking towards the sky will you take me away
I'm just, tired of feeling like I can't feel
I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough
I'm tired of feeling like
Feeling like I'm just not worth it
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Tell me what you see in me cause I been losing sight
Do you truly believe in me yo I'll let you decide
Cause I been losing all my faith through my own demise
And I been cruising with no breaks hoping I collide
The hurting won't subside and I'm just so desperate now
Always tryna run and hide from my reflection now
If I let you down, I apologize
But these demons in me must be ostracized
I'm so weak and I can't take this suffering
And I can't see no hope of recovering
I'm just stuck on a boat that has sunken me
I been going down a slope ain't no up you see
I been falling slowly
I'm often lonely
I'm sick of myself I want the old me
Please just hold me
Don't you let go
These are my last words
Like I'm on death row, no
I just feel so numb no I can't feel a thing
Wish I would wake up and this was all a dream
Days are passing by while I'm wasting away
Asking towards the sky will you take me away
I just feel so numb no I can't feel a thing
Wish I would wake up and this was all a dream
Days are passing by while I'm wasting away
Asking towards the sky will you take me away