Yeah
Take a deep and careful look in my eyes
Can you recognize my demise
Can you tell that I'm dead inside
Can you tell that I dread this life
The best advice that I ever took
Was no advice cause I never took
The words of those who ain't in my shoes
See their views are so misconstrued
You think that I choose to feel this way
Tell the truth man I feel ashamed
I look at myself with pure disdain
I wish there was help to cure my brain
Trapped in my head I feel detained
Trapped in my head I feel restrained
Ask if I'm dead, I'll tell you yes
There is no heartbeat within my chest, no
If I choose to leave what would you say
Would you hold onto me and keep me safe
I feel like nobody really cares
I'm screaming out for help but no one hears
If I chose to leave would you regret
The things you never did and never said
I'm sorry if you realize too late
I guess I was just impossible to save
Ouuu na-na-na-na
Ouuu na-na-na-na
Ouuu na-na-na-na
Ouuu na-na-na-na
Yeah, I feel disconnected and out of touch
So dejected and fucking crushed
Feel rejected from those I love
Feel neglected from up above
I call to God but get no replies
Now I'm questioning if he's a lie
If he exists will he let me die
If he exists will the hurt subside
I'm out of words to describe this pain
I write a verse so it's not in vain
I got this curse flowing through my vains
On the verge of blowing out my brains
Zero words can encapsulate
This agony that I have to face
A sad disgrace till' my dying days
I can't escape my suicidal ways
If I choose to leave what would you say
Would you hold onto me and keep me safe
I feel like nobody really cares
I'm screaming out for help but no one hears
If I chose to leave would you regret
The things you never did and never said
I'm sorry if you realize too late
I guess I was just impossible to save