Yeah
See I've been searching for myself but shit I still don't have a clue
Dealing with my mental health always leaves me feeling blue
I just wish I had some help but I can only trust a few
So I keep my feelings shelved and act like everything is cool
If you only saw my thoughts or heard the voices in my head
You would know that I'm exhausted deep inside I'm nearly dead
Yesterday I almost lost it thought that I was near the end
Tears running like a faucet every time I start to vent, damn
And I don't know if I can stay here
If I leave would you keep me in your heart
I try to run away but the pain stays near
I'm with misery till' death do us part
Break my heart and my soul in half, oh
Take my far from this lonely path, I'm
In the dark with nowhere to go, oh
Close my eyes let me rest tonight
I'm sorry if I come off negative
Yeah I know happiness is something I've still to give
Don't mean to kill your vibe homie but I'm fucking lost
Cause while the world's pressing play I'm just in pause
I wanna' grow and overcome this fucked up state I'm in
No matter what I do I still feel like my fate is grim
I'm trying hard I mean I even cancelled alcohol
I'm doing all I can before I get some help involved
Don't wanna' let you down or disappoint your expectation
Tryna' stand my ground and not give into my temptation
But it's hard when I just bask in all this devastation
Everyday feels like hell, like I'm next to satan
And I don't know if I can stay here
If I leave would you keep me in your heart
I try to run away but the pain stays near
I'm with misery till' death do us part
Break my heart and my soul in half, oh
Take my far from this lonely path, I'm
In the dark with nowhere to go, oh
Close my eyes let me rest tonight
And I don't know if I can stay here
If I leave would you keep me in your heart
I try to run away but the pain stays near
I'm with misery till' death do us part
Break my heart and my soul in half, oh
Take my far from this lonely path, I'm
In the dark with nowhere to go, oh
Close my eyes let me rest tonight