How is it that?
You could be surrounded, in a room full of people?
But, still feel so alone?
You know that feelin'?
When you have nobody to depend on?
This constant war, inside your head
But, you sound crazy, right?
I know I can't be the only one
Yeah
On a different path, I ain't tryin' to fit in
Because of that, I don't have real friends
Only fake, I don't follow trends
It don't matter the color your skin
I don't care the money, you make
Or, the car you drive, or the house you got
I wanna know what you bring to the table
And, who you become when the lights go off
That's real
Our thoughts are dangerous
And, negativity can be so contagious
And, why is this world so filled with hatred?
I strive to do better, so you know I'm sacred
But, I ain't gon' act like I live my life, perfectly
I'm far from that, a lot of uncertainty
My demons, creepin' up, and they want ahold of me
I'm always on alert, like a state of emergency
Damn
I'ma stand by my sword
I'ma take it to the grave, that's a fact
And, I can't get away from these thoughts in my head
But, I promise that I'm never goin' back
Yet, I know from the fans, all the love that I get
That I gotta be on the right track
You can call me whatever, there is no vendetta
I simply will just not react
Hopin' that they notice me
Came up, in the game
Know I've been a fuckin' pro'lem
I can't even go to sleep
Angel versus Demon
I don't know how to stop 'em
Hopin' that they notice me
Came up in the game
Know I've been a fuckin' pro'lem
I can't even go to sleep
Angel versus Demon
I don't know how to stop 'em
I'm so unique, and so profound
But, fail so much, I sorta lost count
Way too high, if I ever come down
I will never turn bitter, like the ones in my town
I know what it's like, when you feel so alone
Been stabbed in the back, so you can't trust a soul
Regardless of that, though, gotta keep goin'
If you don't, won't have that option to grow
Time can't be wasted
And, they won't ever put me in the conversation
No record on the charts, or nomination
But, I still stay connected, like a constellation
I remember them days, I could barely pay rent
Drinkin' non-stop, with all of my friends
Lucky, I'm alive, say a prayer, amen
Should prob'ly go to church, and repent, on my sins
Lord, please forgive
Okay
I was dealin' with a burden, off on the bourbon, now serve purpose
It's like ten years back, I was livin' like a clown, my life was a circus
And, I thought that money would fix my problems, but it ain't been workin'
It is a dilemma, but I'm a contender, I'm slowly emergin'
Hopin' that they notice me
Came up in the game
Know I've been a fuckin' pro'lem
I can't even go to sleep
Angel versus demon
I don't know how to stop 'em
Hopin' that they notice me
Came up in the game
Know I've been a fuckin' pro'lem
I can't even go to sleep
Angel versus demon
I don't know how to stop 'em
Don't know how to stop 'em
Hey-aye-aye, Ohh-oh
Don't know how to stop 'em
Yeah, yeah