Starin' in the face of death, gotta make a choice
Life is all about decisions, can I fill the void?
Now that I think about it, trauma's somethin' I avoid
I pop an edible, go lock the doors, I'm paranoid
My inner dialogue, affecting every part of me
I'm droppin' thousands on my mental health, a hefty fee
I'm still prayin' for the day, that I stand a chance
But in my head, it's convoluted, should I go revamp?
I got the confidence, thank God, I'm competent
In my career, but bein' social, it's the opposite
It's sorta feelin' like, that someone took a knife
And, stabbed it in my heart, don't ask if I'm alright
Attending therapy, 'cause I can't handle all my problems
It's either that, or I'll be Robin Williams, in a coffin
This ain't a joke, you know what it's like, at rock bottom
What is tomorrow, when survival is your only option?
I've been feelin' low
There's just some shit, in my head
I can't let it go
I know, it makes no sense
But, God, I'm so alone
I think, I'm goin' crazy
I've been feelin' low
Low, low
Got me feelin' so low
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Got me feelin' so low
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Got me feelin' so low
I said that last time, this would be the last time
I'm on a battlefield, watch out for the landmines
It's pure insanity, I must be out my damn mind
An intervention needed, happiness, I can't buy
This is a Cinderella story, with a plot twist
Play devil's advocate, the world is cruel and heartless
There's Problematic, and there's Greg, who do I pick?
I like the artist, not the person, but they co-exist
I'm demotivated, so low, an understatement
I let my demons out, now, it's too late, I can't escape it
Had plenty conversations, with me, myself, and I
I pray I find a shortie, and she be ride or die
I failed so many times, you gotta take the risk
Or, deal with consequences you don't wanna have to list
My biggest fear is lookin' back, and then regrettin' shit
Like, "Should I do it? Should I not?", it's fucking ludicrous
Often, we neglect the things that matter most to us
It's not intentional, but dark clouds have you in a rut
I wear my scars on my sleeve, to symbolize the pain
And to remind myself, I'm never goin' broke, again
I've been feelin' low
There's just some shit, in my head
I can't let it go
I know, it makes no sense
But, God, I'm so alone
I think, I'm goin' crazy
I've been feelin' low
Low, low
Got me feelin' so low
Trust me, I know what it's like
To hit rock bottom
To feel like you have no one
Want to end it all
But, I'm optimistic
That we will find that light, at the end of the tunnel
We are here
We are warriors
And, we will fight