My momma called me, she asked me how I'm feeling
I said I'm fine, high hopes minds above the ceiling
But then I hide petrified from my fucking demons
I gotta lie when she call me she don't need to hear it
She got problems to, yea she got problems to
Mortgage overdue watchu gonna do
Husband getting mad, son is getting sad, daughter struggles to
Tell me something new, this ain't nothing new
Lost your father and your little brother to
Now I sense its getting difficult to keep asking god to sing a different tune
And I know
Its probably getting hard to be a parent now
Caring bout, someone who don't love themself or care about
Getting help, rather grab a beat and then I air it out
Open up the window to my soul and see me staring out
My father text me, he asked me how I'm feeling
I said I'm fine, high hopes minds above the ceiling
But then I hide petrified from my fucking demons
I gotta lie when he text cuz he don't need to hear it
He been dealing with a lot of things
Bone spurs and the muscle pains
Show me one person who ignored the hurt and got back to work at his fucking age
He the only one, the only one
Support your wife and you support your mom
Support your daughter you support your father you support the artist that is in your son
But I know
It's probably getting harder that you're feeling down
Being round, doctors every weekend probably freaking out
Need to shout, cuz your back is shooting pain and we can tell
Even tho you're not the kind of guy to say he needs some help
My sister saw me, she asked me how I'm feeling
I said I'm fine, high hopes minds above the ceiling
But then I hide petrified from my fucking demons
I gotta lie when she see me she don't need to hear it
Why the fuck it always have to be
People talking bout my family
Another rumor spreading like a flu pandemic
Bout my sister Kaylee and they casually
Keep talking bout it, spread the news
Tell your friends about the shit she do like it's your business
Fucking goof, you gon bully someone til they in the noose
And I know
It's probably getting harder when your hearing bout
People out there talking bout you with the meanest mouth
Seek me out, I'ma beat their ass if they speak about
You or what you do inside your life until they're bleeding out
My reflection seen me, I asked me how I'm feeling
I said I'm fine, high hopes minds above the ceiling
But then I hide petrified from my fucking demons
I gotta lie when I ask cuz I don't need to hear it