It's hard to focus on life as of late I'm simple and losing my name What good does it do to be brave When I'm always right back to this place? I wanted to think there was more to life I hoard advice from all my peers You know that it hurts when the words are right I'm sure that I could dry your tears I knew how it felt to be empty But without you I'm barely alive The rain on my window is melting my wishes Of things being different this time I really hope you've got it figured out I know it hurts to see me now Sunsets and unrest and moonlight Rewrite the past for the last time I'm stuck again at a red light Eyes close tonight as you pass me by I never thought I would feel like this Say the word and I'm yours again I know I shouldn't just give in But in the end, you're the one that I've always wanted I'm sorry for being the worst And kicking my thoughts to the curb I know that the truth isn't easy but I could get over myself and the hurt I'm speaking my mind for the first time I'm trying to put up a fight You know how it's been for me lately I wish you were here tonight